So what if it was a relationshit?

So there I was... surrounded.... by suffering of an empty heart. I decided to write this blog because I know its a little soon for me to replace my new phone, but I'm a bit needy at the moment and I don't want you judging me.

I know many of you think that sometimes losing a phone is not a big deal, especially my crappy phone but let me tell you, just like i told my boyfriend, "I'VE HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH THAN PHONE LONGER THAN MY DOG, I'll deal with this how I deal with it."

We've been through ALOT together. It's a big deal. Here's why:

1) I mean, even when we separated because I thought I would upgrade and move on - those upgrades wouldn't last. It was like my energy took over and they couldn't handle it. So I, sometimes shamefully, returned to my true blue. But my phone always forgave me, and we moved on.

2) It was like a year book that knew all my friends. It had numbers of my friends from high school that I would only talk to when I mistakenly called OR when I was shit faced and realized they were on my phone. I don't think it's that bad that we don't talk, our lives are different, but my phone was the one keeping us together. How thoughtful is that?

3) It's my college phone. I've memorized every button on its face, it knows all my non-predictive most used words. I knew its funky little things, probably because of my dropping it quite a bit, and it knew how I preferred my set up. I mean, that's a dance that time is the only teacher.

So it's ok if I'm having a hard time letting go. It's a natural step, but don't push me, and don't ask me to NOT have these feelings. I'm working on it and y'know give me space. I'll move on in my own time, and I will find a good phone, one that will treat me with the respect that I deserve and will provide me with better applications and internet access... but right now, right now... I just need a rebound phone.